Monthly Archives: January 2015

Closer to The Light

Posted on January 29, 2015 by inmycorner

I must be on a Bruce “kick” – seem to connect to his lyrics more and more. Age? Circumstance? I don’t know. In any case – hope you enjoy! Closer to The Light – Bruce Cockburn (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDIaVyXNR5Y) There you go … Continue reading →

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En Attendant David …

Posted on January 29, 2015 by inmycorner

While I waited for David to get home: – New neighbours moved in to where former neighbours used to live. They were so happy together here in this area for 20 years. Their garden was meticulously kept. It was … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged cancer, David, ducks, frogs, Geese, hope, journey, red sky, school, snow, tulips, winter | 10 Comments

Which One Of You Told Me About “Ish”?

Posted on January 28, 2015 by inmycorner

When the iron is hot (ish) it is time to strike! Glad to see bikecolleenbrown.wordpress.com found meaning in this book gifted to me by my friend, Gwen.

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The Great Escape

Posted on January 26, 2015 by inmycorner

What a feeling it is – to be content No words, no loss – no great lament The sun is warm – I see again I have no need – no use to pretend What a feeling it is – to … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged air, awakening, breath, clouds, freedom, happiness, inspiration, liberation, light | 8 Comments

I will always be with you, Stacey

Posted on January 26, 2015 by inmycorner

Where does courage come from? I am not sure it was ever something I learned as a sit-down lesson. Of course, the best lessons are never those learned while sitting. (Ask any of my students!) The best lessons are those … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged Alberta, baby Duff, challenges, courage, Dad, emotional grief, family, Jakob Dreutzfeldt's Disease, Mom, pilot, vigil, World War II | 12 Comments

It takes more courage…

Posted on January 25, 2015 by inmycorner

It takes more courage to listen to someone crying – than it does to cry. It takes more courage to support than it does to be supported. It takes more courage to love than to be loved. It takes more … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey, Grief | Tagged anger, bite your tongue, cancer, courage, depression, faith, hope, kindness, patience, problem-solve, sad, speak your mind, take action, tears | 16 Comments

Thank-you, Bruce Cockburn

Posted on January 25, 2015 by inmycorner

The sun shines through my window and cascades onto the blanket, yet I don’t feel it in my heart. I can see the crispness in the air – yet I don’t feel it in my soul. Neither warmth nor cold … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged anxiety, Bruce Cockburn, cancer, conflict, depression, faith, hope, hoplessness, miracles, mysteries, Nicaragua, not over, Pacing the Cage, surgery, tired, Waiting for a Miracle | 8 Comments

Getting old is (not) for the birds

Posted on January 22, 2015 by inmycorner

“Don’t grow old, Stacey.” my father used to say to me. “Getting old is for the birds!” “There is only one other alternative, Dad. And I don’t like the alternative.” I used to respond. He would laugh. “Yeah – I … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged accident, cancer, determination, firewood, good health, growing old, mobility, never give up, old-age, Parkinson's Disease, stroke, tenacity, wood-splitter | 14 Comments

The longest two week wait …. ever!

Posted on January 21, 2015 by inmycorner

“My friend had cancer. She had surgery and then more chemo – but she died.” “Oh. I’m so sorry.” Why do people feel the need to tell me the bad news stories? There are certain times when it is okay … Continue reading →

Posted in Cancer Journey | Tagged bowel movement, cancer, food, impatient, lies, nervous, patience, positive news, questions, surgery, waiting for surgery | 19 Comments

A new day has dawned

Posted on January 20, 2015 by inmycorner

It’s a funny thing to be finally given a ticket to better health. It’s almost scary. I feel like I have become much better at living deeply and am terrified that life will return to its normal busy, frenetic pace. … Continue reading →