Tag Archives: energy

Round and round

“Mom, I don’t know what to do with myself.  I want to do – but I don’t have the energy.” “Just rest, Stacey.  Read a book.” “I don’t really feel like reading a book – I’d rather be in my … Continue reading

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Step – in Time

I didn’t trust that I got the time right.  I don’t trust my memory to most things these days.  When I walked in Vandie’s front door, however, and heard the fitness music playing I breathed a sigh of relief.  I … Continue reading

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The Beginning of the End

I am anxious to start so that it can end. As much as I want the chemo – I equally don’t want chemo. It is a necessary evil. Three more needles – three more three weeks. I think I can. … Continue reading

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Into the Eye of the Storm

I was the first one up this morning. I threw off the covers and eased my feet to the floor.  I am careful to give myself time getting up these days since my hemoglobin is low and I often feel … Continue reading

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I think I can, I think I can…

The dawn began for me at 4:00 this morning.   That was no great surprise since my day ended yesterday at 7 pm!  I guess this last batch of chemo is having an accumulative impact on my hemoglobin.  Thank God … Continue reading

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Today is an ADD kind of day!

Good grief.  I know I was told I would have energy – but this is ridiculous! I had a difficult time falling to sleep – restless legs. You know what that’s like. I felt like running a marathon while laying … Continue reading

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