Unsure

I’m not sure what to write.  I’ve been so active physically lately that my mind has been sadly neglected.

Not sure whether to write in first, second, or third person.

Not sure to write about the past, present, or future.

Not sure if I want to talk about cancer – or leave it alone.

I am sure I have had a great summer.  It has been filled with family, friends, and activities.

Not sure I I want to debrief the events, the feelings, or the settings.

Not sure to write about one year ago, or one year from now.

Not sure if I even want to write, shop, or sleep.

I am sure I am loving life.  I appreciate every moment, every sunrise, and every sunset.

Not sure to volunteer at school, the election campaign office, or at my son’s school.

Not sure if I’m nervous, incapable, or lazy.

Not sure if I’m staying home, heading out, or doing both.

I am sure, very, very sure, that I am happy to be alive!

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About inmycorner

This blog began as an opportunity to tell my Dad's stories. I sat with him and the computer and together we told stories. It was a wonderful way to get to know Dad. He was 9. He and Mom had a wonderful life together and since she passed away a year and a half before him - Dad was ready to join her. I no longer tell his stories but have found stories of my own. The impetus to resume this blog was the discovery that I had stage 4 ovarian cancer. Since blogging had been so therapeutic for my dad and I to get through our grief, I felt maybe this would be a good outlet to process my situation. I also hoped it may serve as an outreach to anyone else who is facing this very ominous journey. So far, so good.
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5 Responses to Unsure

  1. Gwen K says:

    We are also very sure we’re happy that you have the luxury of being unsure.

  2. Surely this is wonderful!

  3. Gallivanta says:

    Sure sounds fine to me. 🙂

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